LAWD WE UHAULING?!

This has never happened to me before! Help! 🆘🚨‼️

We’ve only been talking since the beginning of March! What is this!? Are there workshops to attend?!?! A 12-step program, maybe?

At the time we started talking, I was with a woman that I really love (still do)—that started in January—I was also candid about how I had never really dated before and wasn’t feeling ready to shut that down. She understood completely, we were open and honest, and this thing happened.

The new woman I’ve been talking to, since March, she’s utterly amazing. She’s a mother of three amazing young kiddos, she’s a brilliant linguist and teacher, she’s so affectionate, compassionate, easy going; for the other millennials out there, she’s even got a frickin’ mortgage.

We share so many similarities and have aligned life goals. My abs hurt every time we see each other from laughing so much (and now other things 👀), and I can’t help but be flabbergasted that she’s always grabbing for my hand, or my elbow when we’re out; that she’s telling me how beautiful she thinks I am, how attracted she is to me, how she loves my freckles, and somehow thinks I’m funny. (I’m not funny!)

She is drop dead gorgeous too, like…I can’t. How is this even a thing? She’s in amazing shape, has incredibly thick blonde hair and beautiful deep blue eyes, and a bronzed body reminiscent of a playboy supermodel.

She’s said she wants to come home to me to debrief about the day and kiss and cuddle; how she wants me to be the last person her kiddos know as her partner. And we can’t even stop planning the entire summer together. I genuinely feel like hard stop I just wanna jump all feet in and plant a veggie garden together, make our power tool wish list, build a shared life together, bury a ring in a cake and hope she doesn’t choke on it.

I’m trying not to loose it but it’s so hard! I miss her all the times we aren’t together and think about her constantly.

It’s almost painfulllllllllll!!!! Does anyone else relate?! 🆘🚨‼️