MHUR Soloing is a nightmare!!!!

Like Im glad like everyone is having fun with the game with their friends but to me Im not having fun at all because I have no one to vibe and enjoy with like I came back to the mhur and I havent win one game like I really like this game but it really not enjoyable playing alone and it making me depressed like I just want players to play with like I know it a discord and I join the server but I dont know them and it really dont make it better because I have a support mindset on every character I play with I really dont fight One on One if I have to I fight with the team by regrouping and like popping teamheals but I have no backup but if I dont have that I really not going to perform well like I know you not going to win every game and you learn from it but dang man at least do it as people/friends you trust so I just want someone to play with hopefully reddit because it a community and I just want have that joy again because mhur discord server is not it like I have alot more to say but this is enough!!!!