I hope my sisters dream never comes true .

Sounds like a rude thing to say , probably is , but I’m just gonna explain , I guess .

So , my sister wants to be a psychiatric aide , sounds nice . In fact , she’s actually mentally ill as well , or kinda like claims to be .

I’m mentally ill as well , not like extremely but still . And let’s just say , she didn’t treat me very well and thought I was kinda a bad person for my mental illness . Now , she treats me nicely now . But god , the way she treated me when I didn’t wanna recover was so crappy . It’s not like she knows how it feels to be pressured into being forced to recover , and then treated badly by everyone , including her .

So , I guess a part of me desperately wants her to not achieve this job some day . Ye , I’m ready for hate comments , it’s alright .