It feels so weird being able to play extreme demons

Like,when i was a child i used to watch nexuses and krmals showcase videon just looking and thinking "damn thats a cool ass level, too bad i will never be able to do thst" and here i am now, being able to do just that, it is an impossible to describe feelimg when you beat all the levels you loved in your chiodhood, and it feels as if just a week ago i was playing extremes for fun trying to get 1 or 2% to now going to actually beat falling up with a 0-9 and 70-96 run, it makes me so happy to see my childhood dreams come to fruition