36 [M4F] #Online - I'm a dark, layered and complex dom, looking for my broken kitten I can take care of and lovingly abuse through deep conversations and real connection

I'm into allot of things kink-wise and explorational. But I am a dom with a much more psychological angle than most others. I don't know all of the specialized kink terms to be honest but I would say that I'm a soft daddy-dom type in the beginning, and usually become something much, much more demanding as things fall into place; I'm essentially looking for my broken kitten that I can take care of as well abuse, lovingly manipulate, exploit, and turn into my little personal-slut. I'm not looking for a quick roleplay, but something real and more authentic and long term. Those with BPD to the front of the line.

I can be very kind, benevolent, and like a father-figure in many ways. I enjoy being a teacher and guiding hand to someone that needs it, that might feel lost without that steady, attentive presence of an older and established man. But as she gives me more and more of her trust, at the same time, I'll slowly begin to erode her boundaries with kindness and charm. By the time she trusts in me fully, she'll be so open to me that I'll be able to shape her reality, thoughts, and very perceptions with my mere suggestions. She'll hold no line between me and herself, she feels like she doesn't exist unless I'm looking at her and providing validation and reassurance.

She will defer to me in all things and feel like the world doesn't make sense when I'm not there to make sense of it for her, she'll come to me to make up her mind for her, no matter how gullible and helpless it makes her seem. The only thing that soothes and reassures her is the intensity of my acceleration and the speed that her feelings are allowed to escalate for me , and they consume her like a wild fire. She'll feel so bonded to me that it will feel like fate, and that the strength of our connection borders on supernatural.

She will slowly let me rebuild her from the ground up, replacing all of her own ideas and thoughts with things that are to my liking. I'll be sure to subtly point out that she has little to offer me other than her body and pussy. And any time she attempts to assert herself, I'll gaslight her into realizing she's dumb and stupid- and just lucky that anyone, especially someone like me, would even be interested in her at all. And she'll give it to me, even if she isn't completely physically attracted to me, she'll offer herself to me because I'm the only one that completes her rewiring.

And with that power, I begin to push and challenge her to accept more and more from me, until she accepts any and all abuse. I'll make her trust and believe in my goodness and then break her completely because she's so naive and helpless. She'll be mentally ruined by me and yet I'm still the only one that she can trust even, though she's likely to fear me. She'll become the hollowed out receiver of all my frustration, anger, fury, whatever I want to do to her. I want to utterly wreck her mind until the swing of her emotions are extensions of my mood. And nothing makes her happy and whole except when I bend her over and kiss her welted ass, and bury my cock in her quivering cunt.

Nothing will be able to reach her except for the fleeting moments of fatherly warmth I give her to manipulate her into further lowering her inhibitions and boundaries, tightly binding her even more to me. I want to shatter her and be the only one that can pick up the pieces and put her together. She will come to defer to me first before ever consulting her own sense of reason and conscience. I will come to demand from her, total attention and obedience. And, I'll overwhelm and consume her with my absolute control, and she will seek refuge in it from my wrath.

Just a little bit about me: I'm from the US. I'm 6'5" (195cm) and 230 pounds (104kgs). I have a pretty heavy build, muscular legs and arms, chubby gut, and chubby chest, and a 6.5 (16.5cm) inch by 5.25 (13.3cm) inch cock, big hands, glasses, beard, and long hair. I have dark hair, dark eyes. I have a fairer, olive complexion with warm undertones. I'm often mistaken for Latino, although ethnically I'm not.

Strictly 18+ only. I prefer someone that's my age or younger and looking for a girl that has a body type that is average,fit, slim thick, or a little chubby. I expect you to come with commitment and investment; I don't tolerate long delayed replies, inconsistency, or unresponsiveness. At first we'll start with texts and audio messages as I get to know you. I'm a self-admitted control freak. I do require verification at some point if we hit it off and things click. I have other messaging apps aside from Session to Signal etc. Be real and don't disappoint me.