I'm getting tired...

Every day is the same, wake up, eat, do nothing, eat again, do nothing again, and sleep, and I'm honestly tired of this.

I'm mentally exhausted because of many different mental issues I have.

I've never been shown affection, I've never had a single genuine compliment directed towards me.

Every day I feel the need to cry because I have too many emotions built up inside me, but I have trouble crying because all my life I've been told "boys don't cry" and to "man up".

I like cuddling with my pillow and pretend it's a girlfriend I'll probably never have.

I really need a hug right now.

I hate living like this...