AITAH for sending this message to my ex

For context me M(21) and my ex (19) now (18) when we meet but me and her had a great relationship. I ruined it by lying to her and I understand I broke her trust and we broke up around the end of march. We stopped talking to each other and did or own thing for awhile around 2 weeks ago I asked her if I could get my clothes back from her which I did and we talked for an hour and a half which was a good talk about us and how we have been moving on we still had feeling for another but I was thinking about it and thought I was still hurting her by texting and sent this I am assumed of my self for even sending this “Look can you just be straightforward with me. Do you feel like you are being forced to talk with me because if it does then I’m just not gonna talk to you because I don’t wanna hurt you more than I already have. I don’t know how you are feeling so that’s why I asked idk if I’m going crazy or I just finally realized it so that’s why I’m asking you.” And after that we haven’t talked AITAH.