WHAT COLLEGE DO I TAKE? 😭 PLEASE I NEED GUIDANCE!!

I have 473k crl, gen male u.p what college can i get? I dont want aktu cuz heard too much stuff about it ki uniform and strict attendance and stuff. And my fees budget is around 8-10 lakh ke under tuition fees mei to itna bhi loan leken he karunga and hostel ki jagah pass mei koi sasta pg jiska payment khudse.. anything in ncr region?? Please tell me what to do ahhhh