Exhausted.

I won't blab about what I have blabbed about before. I just feel really exhausted and to the point that I want to cry most the time. Eventually maybe things will be ok. Sorry I just need to get it out there. I see my therapist on Friday. Idk how much longer I can keep up though before I just let it all out and not worry about what happens. I just don't like being able to express who I am. Where do people go who aren't ready to be out and want more than just a therapist to talk to go? I really want to be out and not worry but I don't feel like it is safe to do so at this point in my life.

Sorry if I droned on too much.