Crash and Colliding

Just saw the remnants of a motorcyle crash

In the median of the freeway

Emergency lights flashing

Sent up a prayer

7 years ago

Lost my favorite uncle and godfather

Someone I was estrangred from

Partly because of my Mom

He crashed

Never got to say goodbye

Then there is the jarring and mind blasting

Realization, early memories, photographs

Instances in my memory

Of when he was younger and alive

And his son earlier on who is grown and remains

Thimgs that won't leave me

Because things that are familiar

That were too jolting

Were just another layer on top of everything

That had jiust came to pass

Times I had to look away

The things that were never said

It was my issue, my problem, my perspective

And this part I did keep silent on

BUT This was like another loss

Where I will never be able to say goodbye

Because of my unpardonable wrongs