First steps

I am a shy, heterosexual, 30-year-old man, still a virgin, who is convincing myself that being a sissy is my destiny. But I still don't know how to start and continue because that destiny scares me.

My height is 1.86m/6.1 ft, I'm overweight, but not enough to be a whale. I don't know what else you need for my physique, but feel free to ask.My butt is the most feminine thing about me, and I keep working on it to make sure it's not flabby.

If you want to talk or tell me what I should do, I would appreciate it.