My interpretation of the world

Imagine the unique altered state of met + the sexual stimulating energy of Tadalafil.

With met I can explore different states of being and the Tadalafil keeps me grounded in a sense of primal instincts.

When I interact with people, I have a high sexual drive from the Tadalafil that allows me to tap into this high masculine energy.

While the met allows me to have this playful energy but also deep introspection and emotional connection with whom I’m talking to.

Imagine you're in a room with a group of people and everyone can feel your energy but without saying anything. Your interactions, the way you carry yourself, you can feel everyone’s energy on a deep primal level.

The question is am I feeling this while everyone in that room is experiencing their normal conscious experience or are they tuning in to my energy on a deeper level, biological, hormonally? Can one’s energy somehow create another person consciousness to experience a different energy?

We can all feel the emotions of another human being when we interact with them on a subconscious level,
And it allows us to experience in some way how they are feeling, there’s a deep emotional stimulus that ignited within us.

Do chemicals like dopamine and serotonin have a chemical energy that can connect from one person to another. Do our brains interact with each other through hormonal and chemical stimulation vs words.

Imagine a world where no one could speak but just interacted with hormones and feelings. What would that be like

Would it be simpler with more meaning because words can be articulated skewed. Raw emotions, chemical energy cannot. What if we could somehow connect to someone on such a deep level and feel every part of their being, how would that change the way you perceive that person?

Would this create a world of compassion or chaos? Would our aggressive tendencies and primal instinct take over? Could humanity survive in world of love and care? Or does there need to be that survival cutthroat instinct?

Humans have always been violent towards each other is it just who we are? What if the next evolution of ourselves is a loving compassionate society?

Why are we so afraid of change. Why can’t we accept the change? Is it built into our biological framework that’s not allowing us to evolve into that.

Greed is primal mechanism built within us to survive to outcompete for resources with those around us. But humans are social creatures we are meant to live and support each other, help each other. We need each other.

Humans make the world a beautiful place. Our conscious ideas are throughout every part of this world. We all have different ideas, perspectives and that is a beautiful thing. If everyone agreed and thought the same there would be no level of freedom.

The question is, is it too late to change have we all been subconsciously programmed to try to fit into a society that doesn’t allow us to become who we truly are. Do any of us even know who we truly are.
Have we lost who we truly are. How does one reestablish themselves. Why are we trying to fit into society that doesn’t allow us to become who we truly are.

Imagine a world where everyone could truly be themselves and connect with that high level of being that unique energy that’s within you.

Is being loving and compassionate a weakness? Does our biologically mechanism inhibit us from being this way? Because being loving and compassionate means giving up resources which exposes the self from surviving. Can one survive in a world of love and compassion. Or does that biological survival instinct need to be there to survive.

Would I lose that highly masculine energy if I were to change the biological framework or would I be something entirely new that I have yet to experience. That I have yet to understand. That I don’t even know what it is because it’s something I’ve never experienced.

Is something so profound that it would break my concept of reality. Would I ever be able to feel and experience the world the same way. Would I ever be able to connect with others. Can something be so profound that it causes one to go outside the concept of reality, of meaning, of connection. Of whom I truly am. Something so unknown that it’s beyond my consciousness.

We’re humans meant to think this abstractly or is this a biological hack of the mind. The mind was not meant to see. Something outside the constructs of reality. Outside the biological framework. The survival mechanisms, the mechanisms that keep us a certain way. Gives us a focus a clear goal. Something obtainable.

Does thinking like this lead to insanity, because your mind is not built to comprehend it, there’s no goal, no obtainable objective. Does thinking outside the constructs of reality lead to depression. Because your mind is trying to obtain something that’s not obtainable.

Is depression a suppression of the unknown. Not allowing oneself to go deeper into the fabrics of reality. Limiting oneself to a construct built from the biological system. As if the biological system is limiting the self from going deeper into the unknown.

What purpose does sadness have, if it conflicts the biological system. Affects the human from surviving. Why do we feel sadness. Is sadness meant to push ourselves past our limiting beliefs. To push us out into the unknown, to explore beyond what we believe is attainable. Something so biologically hardwired a reset of the current state of our reality.

Does connection on such a deep level expose the vulnerabilities of who we truly are. Or are vulnerabilities constructed by the self. Why are we so scared of vulnerabilities. Is that a biological response of ones survival. Of allowing others to take advantage of us. Or does being vulnerable give us an advantage when connecting with others. Helping others be more open more comfortable with themselves. Does vulnerability serve a survival purpose. Allowing for more empathetic freedom with others. To see into another person consciousness on such a deep level that allows the self to understand their own consciousness.

Does vulnerability open the mind, to allow oneself to experience all parts of themselves. Parts of themselves that they were afraid to experience. Is vulnerability the most profound way of experiencing yourself. Is being vulnerable the most freeing thing one can feel. So, freeing that everyone that you interact with opens up to you, subconsciously.

Is vulnerability the next stage of human evolution.
What opens the consciousness, where every part of our being exists. Something so freeing that our mind doesn’t know how to contain it. So exposed, the biological mechanism will become nonexistent.

Survival will be an illusion that we never knew existed. Something so built within our biological hardware. Can the self-exist without survival. Is survival just a construct we have been programmed with. Can someone go so consciously deep past the hardwiring and rewire it.

Can consciousness itself out compete the biological machine. Use less energy, trying to survive. Is there an evolution of the mind beyond survival. Some unknown energy so deep within that our brain has yet to understand.

Like when a yogi meditates for months in isolation with no food, water in the frigid temperature of the Himalayas. His consciousness has gone beyond the survival mechanism. His mind is achieving an energy source magnitude above the biological system. It’s as if the survival mechanisms use of energy is not as proficient with energy as the conscious mind.

Can consciousness exist outside the biological system, or is consciousness a mechanism of the system.

This combo I’m a still fully functional, if not more in tune with myself and the people around me.