Goodbye or see you tomorrow

I don’t look for your hello anyway.
So if this has to be your goodbye, I was already long gone.
I’ll miss you. But I won’t miss neglecting my boundaries for your fleeting company.
I’m sorry. I’m not like every other person in your vicinity you chose to cut off and you know that.

I get that it was a big deal for you to even let me this close and by virtue of a minor mistake you are ready to cut me off forever. If that’s the case I have to eat it and just let you think what you’re going to think about me. I can’t change anything or cling so tightly.

I wrote you poetry. I said I loved you so much when I just had memories of us to hold here by myself until I next saw your face. In the great space that existed between our weekend rendezvous. I meant all of it. And I’ll never know the totality of what you and me meant to you but maybe it’s for the better.

I’m sorry
I love you
Please forgive me
Thank you
💜💜💜