30 [F4M] Can I be honest?

Can I be honest? I’m home alone for a couple of nights, I’ve had 2 premixed margaritas (wild Wednesday night, I know), and I don’t want to just sit here watching movies wasting the night away. I want good conversation, maybe even spicy conversation, with someone. I am normally not picky. Truly I’m not. Every human is beautiful in their own right and has something to contribute to this world. But tonight I’m specifically searching for a man who can take a little bit of control, who is ok with a curvy woman that’s incredibly sweet but wildly underestimated, and is relatively conventionally attractive. I feel icky even typing that. But it’s what I want. If you’re down to clown (and maybe extend things past this evening), send me a message.