When did you get pregnant again after a miscarriage?

I’m on my second cycle post D&C. The first cycle was super weird and irregular. This cycle my period length was normal but ovulation happened much later than expected - and was proceeded by NINE days of “high” readings by my Clearblue OPKs (I was losing my mind, but also cross referencing with pre-mom). Now, I’m two days post period arriving but 5 tests have confirmed I’m not pregnant. I know I need to relax, but this is all I think about all day every day. Can anyone share what their experience was like? When do things become normal again? I want it to happen so bad 😔. I’m starting to track BBT now too in addition to the three different apps I use and two different OPK test strips (yes I feel as insane as it all sounds).