I've been having visions of bleeding out in batlle since the age of 3

I've had tis vision ever since I was a child that I died bleeding out on some green grassy hill with a tree on top while wearing a military uniform. I've had that vision ever since and i remember it every once in a while and the way I see it is eerily detailed(shot in the left thigh where I have a birthmark today, wearing an M93 camo uniform...). I always cry and feel deja vu when I hear one specific song that is very well known in my country's military lore for being listened to on repeat during this particular war in 1999. Whenever I watch a documentary about this battle or listen to a patriotic song where this place is mentioned I feel something quite surreal that I don't have the words to describe. I also get goosebumps and cry a little bit. I want to have closure and find out who I was in my past life in any way possible.