My Girlfrind tried to end it all

This message is about my Girlfriend... she damn near killed herself, after she had a little too much to drink and we got into an argument. We both swore to remove ourselfes out of situations, if we couldn't handle them anymore. And that's what i did...

So i went to the petrolstation to get a few beers and just to have a walk to get my head clear. Not even 10 Minutes in, she calls me and tells me i need to come back. I Didn't know what was going on at the the time, but for context... she basically slit open her whole arm and i was still out there. And by slit open i mean down to the muscle.

So there i was... talking to her over the phone, assuring her, that i would come back, after i got some beers. About 40 minutes in (the gasstaion is about 30 minutes away) she stalrted passing out on the phone and apologizing profusely, because she had done something bad. I tride to get out of her what the fuck happened, but she just kept passing out and repeating the same lines. Thats when i thought... "oh fuck, some major shit is going down". So i rush home and call for her as soon as i enter my apartment. No answer. I try to get my shies of and call for her 2 or 3 more times. No answer. Then i run into the livingroom. And there she is. Lying in a pool of blood on the couch. I scream "Honey wake up" and she slowly regains consciousnes. She tells me "it's not that bad, just leave it and it'll be good tomorrow", while blood practically spews from the cuts. I panick. I scream "why would you do that to me", while searching for something to stop the bleeding. I run back and forth through the rooms, while calling 911 (112 in my country) and trying to get help as soon as possiple. Finally i find a silk band, that was meant as something like a belt for one of her dresses and i wrap it around her arm as tight as i can... it works. The bleeding stopped. Just gotta wait for the ambulance now. But the whole story that happened when they arrived, would break the scope of this post... so yeah... long story short. My girl almost killed herself after a minor argument while she was shitfaced.

P.s. i just needed to get that of my chest. She was in a psychiatric ward for some time and is home again now... but that was pretty fucking scary. I am so glad i didn't lose the the woman that i love over a minor fucking argument. And oh.. btw... fuck alcohol.

Amyone cam get through difficult times... but suicide should never be an option. Protect yourself. Protect your family. Protect your friends. Speak about your emotional state. People will understand. Tge ones that don't understand aren't the right ones for you. There is people that care about you. Get help. Accept wgen someone wants to help. And please stay with us. We need you. And we don't want to miss you.

Love you all

Sky