Reassurance for missing a NICU day 💔

I know doing the right thing but feel awful 😢. Baby born at 30+3, now 33+4. I’ve been in every day (5 nights as inpatient at the hospital) but today my throat is a tiny bit sore (or dry?) and I’m exhausted so going to stay home. Extra sad as we just started breast contact yesterday which was soooo lovely and worried if I am sick I’ll be taken out for even more time 😭