Help me gaslight myself into giving up my dream university

I had to give up my dream uni + dream course (dlsmhsi BSN) because of the tuition fee. My parents wants me to study sa LPU-C BSN because the tuition is lower compared to hsi.

To those who had the same experience as me that had to give up their dream school because of financial issues, please give me some advice. Kung kailangang i-gaslight nyoko pls, sobrang sakit lang talaga sa heart knowing that I passed pero it's still not enough.