Just found out I can't watch my show

Every so often I get the urge to binge one of my favorite shows. Today I discovered the show I currently crave is no longer streaming anywhere, and now I feel a profound sadness I can't do anything about, I just have to feel it. I almost paid $50 to buy the whole show on dvd/bluray but made my family talk me out of it cuz I don't have that kind of cash. Now all I can do is listen to the theme song on repeat and try not to cry.

I acknowledge I could probably watch the episodes on YouTube, but the image quality will be trash, likely the audio too, and I refuse to sit through ads to watch my show in poor quality.