Feeling down

I got diagnosed with hsv1 after taking a random blood test for it and I’m asymptomatic so idk the location but I remember seeing some family members with cold sores on their lip in the past now that I think of it .. I would’ve never knew if I never asked for that specific test🤦🏻‍♀️.. I feel unworthy of love and don’t even want to risk passing it on to a future partner