You might have been using me

I just wish you would tell me so I don't have to keep running it all over in my head again.

I know it's not your fault. People use one another all the time. I'm just sensitive. I set my expectations embarrassingly high and forget myself. There's reality to be considered here.

It's almost over, so I'll just be patient. Your silence will answer my questions. I can't wait. Thank you for reminding me to stay humble.