Edging past my limit

Few weeks back my no fap broke and I started to do it once in like 3 days or smtg. This was bad for me since im going to the gym and tryna gain some weight.

So I just decided that I'll start no fap again and currently im a week in. But boy has this journey been hard. Not Cumming is easy but staying away from porn is literally so hard 😭. I jiat get turned on and can't help myself.

Today happened to be yet another day but man did i wake up horny. I locked myself in my room all day and just kept on edging from morning onwards. My condition is so fucking worse that I havent slept all night and I've just been edging and edging and edging.

The consequences have already come. My dick is like super veiny and keeps randomly pulsing even when I dont touch it. The skin also bulged prolly from all the jerking lol, and for some reason it is super thick now which is cool lol. And dont even get me started on the pleasure its just mind boggling. Infact im so scared to sleep rn coz the slightest movement in my sleep will prolly gimme nightfall.

After some serious and horny thinking I decided I'll continue torturing myself and see how many days I can last lol. This is going to be a fun ride and my brain has already half melted from all the pleasure. If you guys have any other ideas to make this much harder share them or do them lol.