Hi

So uh my gpa is a 3.9 I got a BSN over the usual degrees but I did get my prereqs and such all A’s MCAT I’m preparing for currently ànd won’t be touching it until I’m scoring very high on the practice exams.

My problem is I think a big one uhm personally speaking I’m very antisocial I don’t really understand human connection or the reason to socialize theres times I just ignore it though in social settings I try to play the part I’m not open and such ànd I don’t know I’m not à big person mentally I keep myself cornered away I like to think that I’m willing to take charge in times of necessity which to a degree is true I haven’t used my BSN I might give it a go but I don’t really care for the field I only got that degree as a stepping stone and by the time I figured I preferred med school I was in too deep. To a degree I wonder if I lack leadership skills I know medical field is a group activity. The residency I want is gen surge ànd à fellowship in acute care surgery. The worry comes mainly from how I’ll play with different dynamics not to mention admission for residency I’m naturally tucked away so I don’t know how I’ll do I can’t turn back now as eveything is complete just need my mcat score.

Thoughts? I’m not backing down so don’t recommend it but I am afraid of what I’m getting myself into at this point. Almost wish I had just done something like engineering but that’s also teamwork.