Travel videos make me depressed

A travel agency goes around a holiday island and asks people how their holiday is going. The girls chuckle when talking about the boys they met. I have been to that island once when I was younger. I know what goes on. In fact my post might be removed if I described exactly what I've seen there and what the giggles from the pretty girls dressed in long summer dresses are leaving unsaid.

I get depressed because I only went once. Because now it is too late for me to return. I'm too old and broke. And in constant pain from health problems.

I read so many comments from depressed lonely young men on reddit. They think they are too ugly. They think women are too picky. But if they went into that island they'd feel like they entered an alternate reality. A reality were love and joy and beauty are possible.