Absolutely everyone's scapegoat

Recently I took my life story of being the family scapegoat and I feel I'm having a strange response

I don't even know how to articulate this

The bullying is so so so bad

None of my followers really like me

It's like nobody believes me

I feel like people are just watching to be abused, bc they could never fathom such abuse

I'm homeless as a consequence of individuating from my family

And I'm taking the brunt for all homeless people online getting shit on by people

Absolutely nobody cares about me

I've grown this cold numb attitude now

Sometimes I'm looking for a fight just to take it out on someone else

It's gotten so bad I've considered jail time

Between the bullying online and the bullying from my family and people in my industry in real life

Why am I getting bullied and going through such hell at 39

I don't know

But it's made me consider jail time.

I just want to be included just like everyone else

That includes not being homeless and unloved and forgotten about

Fucking forget it