A year from now

My dearest friend,

This is the first time I write to you here. I guess I'm in a hopeful mood, and I wanted a to steer away from the negative letters. So who would be more fitting than you, eh?

Although we both had our fair share of hardships and witnessed a lot together.

But this letter is strictly happy territory... no pessimism allowed!

You know... we always used to joke that when one of us will find *the one* the other will follow. Honestly, I'm starting to really believe this.

I don't know why before this year started I had such high hopes for this year. To the point where I have a collection on my Instagram account titled December, 2026... where I save every video related to my wishful thinking... believing that it will come true...

You and I, we deserve to be happy...

I keep having imagining us with a selfie where we pose with our engagement rings...

Will it be 2026 or early 2027?

You have been so strong for so long ... everyone relies on you even though you are the youngest in your family.. and you carry it in a way where you don't even show that it's a burden.. you deserve to find the man who will shoulder your burdens... you really do.

Remember the list of qualities we wrote??

I really want us to be happy and thriving...

I can't wait to be happy for you.

We have had our fair share of sadness... I think we deserve to put that to rest now... it's our time to dip our toes in some joy...

I want our joy to be so extreme and loud that we will set an example for others... look if they can have it... we can too..

Well wherever our suitors are they better find us soon... right?

You know... for the longest time I had this limiting belief... I never voiced the desire of wanting to find the one or get married...not because I didn't want to.. but because deep down I always thought... Who would want me??

It's something I always truly believed... that I wasn't lovable... but then God gave me you ...

You are exactly the friend I wanted to have... the friend who have become my family... my soulmate...

So I started to think logically... if you were real... and if someone as amazing as you values me as a friend and is presistent in their effort to keep me in their life... then why not have the same when it comes to the one?

You gave me hope ... that there will be a man out there who will look at me and will see their dream woman... you even set the bar high for me... I got 10 as a friend... I deserve a 10 as a future husband....

I don't get along with people easily.... but you appeared in my orbit and we clicked instantly without any effort... and that's how I want it to be with him.... I'm an all or nothing sort of person....

I know God will grant him to me soon....

And will grant you, your happiness too...

I am preemptively happy for us!!!

I love you. Always. 🩵