the question u'll probably never ask

Honestly, I'll never be proud of what I did. I know I made mistakes I accept that. I lied, I hurt you, and there are things I can never take back no matter how much I explain them. U blamed everything sakin, and maybe I really deserved most of it. But there was always one question I wished u had asked yourself, what was your part in all of this? Not because I'm trying to shift the blame, justify my actions, or ask for forgiveness. But because we didn't start like this. What we had in the beginning was beautiful. We were happy. We chose each other every day, and for a while, it felt like nothing could break us. Pero, somewhere along the way, things changed.
Yet when everything fell apart, I became the entire story. The villain. Ang reason sa lahat. Maybe my mistakes were bigger. Maybe they were easier to see. But sometimes mag wonder din ako if u ever looked back and ask mo yung sarili mo whether there were things u could have done differently too. Not to excuse what I really did, but to understand how something that once felt so right became something neither of us could save. I accept the blame for my choices. But a part of me will always wonder why the person who knew our story best never stopped to ask if it was really written by only one person.