My first time was a mind fuck

Hey so this happened when I was 21 (now 28) and I’ve debated a long time on sharing.

I grew up straight presenting (although there were signs) and then as I got out of school started to get more curious. By the time I was 21 I’d finally worked up the courage to download Grindr and started chatting with different people. Eventually one guy hits me up with a picture of his ass and I respond immediately. We chat, swap pics, and I decided this was it. He shot me his address, and I went and showered before heading over.

The whole way there we’re texting each other the filthiest things about what we’re going to do and I’m leaking through my shorts while I’m at the gas station buying condoms. I show up at his place, and it’s the big high rise and he meets me down there. We’ll call him Alex, but he was a pretty average Latino with dark hair, probably 5’ 10” and an average build. He gives me a hug and walks me inside. In the elevator I’m so nervous I can barely even look at him and he asks me if I’m nervous. I barely could say yes and he just said something like “well there’s nothing to worry about bro”

We get into his studio, and he’s got most of the light off except for one in the bedroom with some EDM playing. I start to get cold feet and want to leave, but he started asking me to stay at least for a little bit so his front desk doesn’t get suspicious. We go back and forth for a little bit, then he offered to just give me head and I could leave if I wasn’t feeling it. I agreed and unbuttoned my pants. He got down on his knees and he took my now growing cock in his mouth. Pretty soon he’d pulled my pants down and I was sitting on the bed now running my hands through his hair getting the best head of my life.

He looks up at me and asked if I had a girlfriend. I was going through a breakup, but saying yes was easier at that moment. “I do too. I’m straight but this can be our little secret.” Before he started slurping down my cock again. I was so fucking turned on at this point I looked down at him and said “alright I’m ready for more”

We both got up and grabbed each other and started making out. I remember the energy from the first kiss and how full his lips felt. We were taking all our clothes off and jumped on each other on the bed making out and grinding our cocks together rolling back and forth on top of each other. He got on top of me making out stroking my dick and told me to fuck him. I got up and grabbed a condom while he grabbed the lube and got on all fours. I pushed in too fast at first and thought I killed the mood, but then he started talking me through it. “Take it easy man, I’m tight. It’s been a while”. He started moaning as the tip slid in, and before I knew it I was balls deep inside of him. I picked up the pace and started grabbing his hips and fucked him right there until I pulled out and came all over his ass.

The post nut clarity hit me so hard and I really started to panic about what it meant about my sexuality. But before I could even get a grasp on that he stood up and started grabbing me and making out with me while shoving his tongue down my throat. I went through the motions for a second, but then the panic went away. My brain started to shut off, and my dick started to get hard again. We cleaned up and got back into bed and he got on top of me and we fooled around until I told him I wanted to fuck him again. He grabbed another condom and sat right down on my dick and started riding me. His dick was slapping my stomach with every stroke and idk what came over me but I started begging for him to cum for me. I wanted it so fucking bad. He kept riding me picking up the pace until he drained his balls all over my chest while I came inside of him.

We made out again with his cum all over our chests and my now softening dick sliding out of him. We made out for a while longer until both of us were hard again and I told him I wanted to fuck him again. He laughed about it, but then got off me and bent over with his hands on the bed. I grabbed the last condom and got behind him and slid right in this time. I was all in at this point and absolutely giving it all to him. Pulling his hair, grabbing his ass, stroking his dick from behind. At one point I’d pulled him against me and had my arms wrapped around him when he started telling me in my ear, “I’m all yours. This ass is all yours and you can use me anytime. I’m your slut now.” He leaned back over the bed and my dick slid out between thrusts. That’s when I realized the condom broke. I told him, and he just said “I don’t fucking care just breed me.” Without hesitation I put my tip right back in and kept pounding him. He kept begging for it “please breed me. Give me everything. Drain your balls into me” I couldn’t last any longer and dumped every last bit of my cock into him before draining whatever was left of me into him.

We finished and cleaned up and he told me he was really late to meet a friend and that he had to go. While I was walking out the door we made out for a second longer. He cupped my balls and said, “guess you’re not so straight after all. Text me when you’re ready for more”

I did in fact text him again and we did have a lot more fun…