Partner sent me graphic homemade porn videos with multiple women

He said he gets off on jealousy? I was trying to indulge him a bit but jealousy and me don’t work. I don’t understand how anyone can find it enjoyable.

Anyway. One of the women was a girl he was sleeping with right before me. Full display of everything. Noises from both involved in all these videos.

I feel like I don’t know how to think or feel right now. I’m scared future me will be permanently altered from this.