I seriously doubt this is my twin flame

I know twin flames isn't about romance and all but I'm always doubting the connection, mostly because of the fact that she's gay. It may just be me and my ignorance but I don't understand how she could possibly be drawn to me... a man...if she's gay. She may not even be my twin flame and honestly, I don't give a shit anymore. I just want this to end. Everytime I try to move past this, I'm always getting sucked back in by having a little bit of the belief returned that she is my twin. I just can't seem to drop this BS. I'm beyond tired of this and I just want to move on. I just don't see the point in being drawn to her if this is all made up. I don't even want to be drawn to her. A few nights ago, I finally broke down. and I hardly ever cried about this. I just don't know what the hell to do.