i just feel like crying when i think about my parents

they’ve hurt me so much in the past , were incredibly strict growing up , traumatized me beyond belief . i got hit and everything u can think of called every name and i still feel bad for them that they’re getting old . it just hurts so much knowing what ive gone through , i wish i could just reverse the clock and not have been born or change things somehow . i truly hope everyone in this sub heals because i know it’s not easy what you’re going through