I higkey hate the fact that i somewhat feel some sort of disgust or awkwardness when looking at myself in pictures

Back in 2022-2023 I was made fun of my body a lot for being "flat" and skinny in school. I really hated it and started to feel more insecure about my body and my face because i had acne too( abd i still have), i was told to eat more food, to gain weight etc. So i started to eat a lot and force feed myself just for the sake of gaining weight, but i just couldn't handle big amount of food and mostly ended up with digestion issues and i hardly gain weight. This made me start to feel disgusted about my body, i hated my face, especially how i looked in picture, i simply felt uncomfortable and awkward about it.I could still look at myself in the mirror though. And at the end of the day i developed an healthier relationship with food 🥹😃 , somehow feel less awkward about how i look in mirrors and started to accept my body as it is even i something get that weird feeling about it