Really wish someone had told me about the dangers of meth addiction before I started down this path

My life has become a living hell in just a few months. I was kicked out of school for stimfapping in the bathroom, my mom found my stash and kicked me out of her house, and now I’m homeless smoking meth in a tent trying to find work. Fuck this life. I feel like a failure. I feel like I was lied to. This isn’t how Jesse from Breaking Bad lived at all.