I don't really want anyone to reply I just want to be able to tell someone

I got made redundant from my jobin march this year. I have no clue what to do with myself I feel useless like I need to work or I'm not contributing to my family I live with my parents there's 6 of us all together. We've recently not been doing to great my dad's also being made redundant because his work isn't making anything and can't afford to stay open much longer and since he found out he's only really been telling me about it I don't know why but I feel as if it's up to me to help and I've been looking for a job for months now since I got the email about my redundancy I've sent out countless applications to multiple different companies and so far the only people to actually reply to me are telling me that Ive not got the job I honestly feel useless and that I'm just a burden to my family I'm only posting this to get be able to tell someone.