Fresh Morning Drama

A huge fight happened in the morning and I kind of have nowhere to go so u guys get to listen my RR. I just want to put it out here and I dont deserve sympathy also for the time I have wasted.

A little bg. I have always been an average student. I have always not known what I want to do in life so my parents signed me up for CA after colg. Now I am in finals and 28 yo. Have given 3 attempts uptill now unprepared.

Today morning atmosphere at home was already heated up and then my turn came. Parents told me all those things like you can never become a CA and take up some small job, your worth is that much only. I kind of dealt with similar statements in inter too and like earlier I took my stand. But their words cut deeper this time.

I know that mistake is mine only. But then a thought came up what if I dont ever clear CA and be average in life which I dont ever wanna settle in.

Idk how many attempts I will get to give but I hope I somehow become independent soon :)