i know this prolly sounds dumb af. sorry if im being ignorant

i know it doesnt sound good at all but im at a point of intoxication where i dont gaf and im doing it regardless. just was hoping (maybe im ret*rded) if i mixed the 91% isopropyl alcohol that ive only taken maybe 2 ounces of with pepto bismol or something to make it more bearable(i know that sounds horrendous). im 19 and an alcoholic and usually drink a handle of 35% a day im just currently out and the last 2 ounce shots i took i mixed with apple juice and they were so terrible mann i dont plan on drinking much more nothings gonna stop me but i was looking for something to maybe help these last few shots(or shot)