How to be celebrate for yourself during pride?

Hiii. I (19nb) have been feeling down lately. I see a lot of stuff about celebrating Pride by kissing cute ppl or having hot sex or dressing up cunty and that’s very valid ofc.

I struggle with this however. For a variety of reasons, even tho I’ve done it before, rn I don’t feel ready to date or have sex, and I’ve been struggling a lot with gender dysphoria and depression. I’m fluid, so what gives me dysphoria varies a little, but my genitals and chest tend to give me the most (amab. Sometimes I wish I had breasts. Sometimes I wish was more or less a flat surface down where my privates are.).

All of my friends are busy with finals / other things for college, and so am I lol. So it’s been hard to find ways to feel good about my sexuality, romantic preferences, or gender identity because the people I care about most are not around often. :/

What should you do to try and be nice to yourself during pride?