I'm happy today!

Don't care if anyone reads this, just want to speak it to the internet.

Today, for me, it's a day of a kind. For context, I broke up with my gf some months ago after a 5 years relationship and had to move again with my parents because rent is too high and to scarce here where I'm trying to live. It is true I have a stable job that allows me to pay for gas to go to work to this city in particular and it's hard (I have to drive 3 hours in total every day to commute).

I'm a delivery driver for Amazon so I spend most of my days alone. Between job, commute and sleep; I'm almost all day alone. It no longer bothers me. Years ago this would wrecked me from the inside, all this time lonely, no longer.

I learned to be with myself. As of right now when I'm writing this I'm having a blast. Nobody's home, having MY music full blast and drunk af, and I'm feeling happy. Nothing's bothering me, nothing else to care about, nobody else to make happy, noone to bother me.

Sure I miss the company of someone and yet I'm happy af. I asumed I'm too weird to be in a relationship with anybody, have too many mannerisms and I'm too diferent from the people around me, friends or foe. Don't care, doesn't matter.

This is a new era, a new chapter in my life, and what a series is coming. NOW is the first time I am myself and doing whatever I want to do. Thanks for reading this, much apreciated.

And feel free to talk to me! I'm open for having a good talk.

TL,DR. I'm alone and having a great time.