Am I still alive here??

I do not have the red banner saying that my account is permanently banned or saying it’s suspended or anything like that. I have received no mod mail, notifications, or emails stating that something is wrong with my account. Yet my profile pic and banner pic are gone, all of my posts to other subreddits now say “this post was removed by Reddits filters”, the posts I made to my personal profile are gone, I cannot send any messages, and it shows my follower count is back to 0 (but when I click on it the list of my followers is still there)! I’ve submitted an appeal with Reddit because from everything I can find online it seems my account is shadow banned. Can anyone please tell me if this is the case? If my account is not permanently suspended or banned, or even temporarily banned, isn’t shadow banned the only other option? I hate this. I put so, so much work into my profile. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️😔😔