To the ones who stood by me...and who I'll never hurt again.

Hey everyone,

Ive added you to this group chat, because I have some things I need to say, and my goodbyes to make. You have all stood by my side, even when things got rough. You took a lot of my problems, and carried them like your own. I knew when I got my BPD diagnosis, my life was going to get harder, but it made a lot of sense. My anger, my heavy emotional breakdowns, all a cause of splitting. They say this is one of the most painful mental health disorders to live with..and I agree. But through all of that, you all stood by me and offered me more support than I could ever ask for.

That being said, I can't live with this pain anymore. You are the only three friends left, after everyone else left. I can't keep a relationship cause I'm still learning how to handle my traumas and triggers. It's affecting my personal life, my work life, and everyday I wait for a sign that it's my time. I'm sorry, for all the hurt and pain I caused when you didn't need to carry that burden. Dont worry about me, I've come to terms with the fact I'll never be normal, I'll never be myself again. This is what's best, for everyone involved. Remember the good memories of me, and just remember that, no matter what, you are not alone. I'll always be here.

Much love,

T