Tips for rainbow railroad

Hello iam 18 yo gay man I live in the middle east the law here about bring gay super strict and can get you in prison I have felt so pressured for so long that I can't leave the house for 3 mothes now my parents will literally kill me if I find out and I can't just live like this I searched on Google about an escape and that was the most popular option I genuinely don't know what to do please help