My dreams always tell the truth

You always walk away and go back to her. Or you avoid me like the plague you feel I am. I don't want to go back to that, I'm sorry. I hope you're well and I hope you're doing great, I just can't do it.

You see. There was once this girl who was a huge hard-ass. A boy as sweet as honey caught her eye. She secretly pawned after him for years. She hid it so well, but sometimes, he would catch her staring at him. He was sweet, soft-spoken, handsome, and had the most beautiful eyes. He was a gentle spirit. You see, She never knew gentle. Not in a mother's touch, not in a life partners touch, not in everyday situations. That took a hard toll on her mentally and emotionally. It's not an excuse for her hard behavior. It was just how she learned to survive.

She has sense unlearned these hard-assed behaviors. Thanks to him. He taught her that there was good in the world. He taught her that someone out there was willing to be gentle with others.

Even if she never speaks with him again. He needs to know that she is thankful. Thankful for the lessons and teaching her how to be a kind human.

This is not a please get back in touch with me letter. This is simply a thank you for everything. I still think about you often. You've been in a few dreams as well. You were a hard lesson for her to learn, but it was her own fault. Nothing Was your fault. She is so sorry for hurting you. You didn't deserve it. You only deserve gentleness and kindness in your life.

Keep being kind. Keep being that little bit of good in a fucked world. Keep being you. You'll always have love in her corner, whether you know it or not. This world needs you. I hope all of your dreams come true. I know they will, actually. It may not be in the timing you want, but they will. Love with all my heart, the girl you hate for hurting you.