TW: health issues 

So I’ve been having dizzy episodes/ migraines for about six months. I’ve started having awful headaches in the last three weeks and ended up in the ER, had a brain MRI done and they nonspecific white matter areas that they couldn’t identify a cause for. The doctor has told me they’re not in a place that would usually indicate multiple sclerosis but quite frankly I’m terrified of being diagnosed with that or another nerve or autoimmune condition as MS is one of the most common causes of white matter in younger women. 

I’ve been scheduled for a spinal MRI soon that should give clarity. I’ve just been battling constant health issues for like two years now and I go between almost hoping it is something so I have answers (which sounds so fucked up) and praying it’s not anything serious (it’s this most of the time) 

Idk. She told me that it’s basically a horrible uncertainty right now and damn is she right this SUCKS. I’m trying my best not to worry as she didn’t seem to be worried but also I feel so ill a whole lot of the time. 

Not looking for health advice obvs just rahhhh but feel free to weigh in if you have encouraging words or have been through similar 

Food: literally just a pan of fried halloumi LOL

terrified I have a potentially life changing health condition 🤪