I'm So Tired Of Life

Everyday something new seems to happpen to further hurt me without even giving me time to recover from the last.

Found out my abdomen is messed up. That my eyes are worse than I thought. Found out I need to have two molars removed and the very next day my mom is running a yard sale. I gave her two of my jackets I don't use anymore to sale, and a man tries it on and checks the pockets.

He found money in them. I've been so spaced out I forgot I had been saving money in the pocket of it. My mom sad he gave her $50 and pretended that was all but she saw him holding more bills. I remember having saved close to 1k.

I don't make a lot of money, and it was hard to save that amount. I always try to be honest, and do the right thing, but I keep seeing dishonest people being rewarded and I keep getting punished.

It hurts seeing my mom blame herself and feel so sad about it. Makes me wish bad thoughts on the guy who took the money even though I know it's not a good thing.