ANXIETY HO RHI HAI YAAR

pata hai aaj kya hua, kuch nai hua. bas kuch thoughts avoid kar rha tha kaafi time se, breakup ke baad se hi I've been avoidant abt everything. i cant, i dont want to explain much but im just anxious. its been 4.5 momths since breakup tho its not like i can't move on. its just that im in guilt that usko hurt na ho rha ho. she didnt cheat exactly but she lied and it wasnt the first time, and i did thr right thing to protect my peace, i know i did the right thing. but i wanted it to be her. i wanted her to be my everything cuz i just dont have anyone else.

but i also hate the new version of her. leave it, i dont wanna think abt her. im just anxious abt a lot of other things as well. i cant sleep. i used to help ppl with these kind of problems and now i just look at their sad messages and get exhausted.

things are gonna get worse for me in the future if i stay this anxious. bro what am i gonna tell my kids abt my teenage life, i aint good at all at this.