omg i got tricked this pattern is so hardddd!

arghhhh my brain hurts so much, can't believe written patterns can be so difficult, how dare they write patterns in a perfectly normal succinct way! i need more info! even the YouTube videos were not enough! hold my hand through everything! ignore the fact that my brain has rotted from watching 8 hours of crochet tok a day!

anyway still finished my blabket and it is beautiful :) started a second one! just needed to VENT first