No one around me gets how scared I’m of adulthood

I’m 17 People already treat me badly for my height and face wether it’s adults of my classmates or just strangers I’m doing decently in school and I wanna be a doctor but who the hell will take a 4’11 doctor seriously will I even get a job the average height of a female ceo is 5’8 clearly height is associated with authority while I’m seen as an awkward looking midget who the hell will trust me with their life I’ve already seen women talking about how they can’t get their drivers license because of their height and they’re around 4’10-5’1 I never tried but like rrreeallly???

Just the thought of a taller prettier girl achieving better with half of the effort just because of her looks and “charisma” makes my gut turn my ED is only getting worse I might genuinely rope I don’t think I can do this.