Felt worse losing winnings and breaking even than losing it all?

TLDR- walked in with 500. Got destroyed at craps. Then had god roll and ran 100 to 2000. I should leave right? No - I start playing 100 dollar black jack hands and before I know it - I’m up to like 2800.

Then my dumbass goes to high limit and started doing 25 dollar spins trying to hit a bonus- nothing.

Ok now I’m back to 1500, plus 1000 profit yay.

I got bored, went back and lost the 1000 the next day on craps…

Leaving even- but moreso just feel like an idiot and no discipline. I was stressed and felt uncomfortable most of the time- it wasn’t nearly as fun as it should have been.

Anyone ever feel worse after losing winnings even though you’re even?