20 years later

And here I am. Still kickin’….

Barely riding anymore. And today marks 20 years (6/6/06) since a bad training accident on my road bike landed me in the trauma center as a John Doe.

And I think I’m done. I think I’m done not riding enough or even at all. I think I’m done allowing depression to win. I think I’m done feeling lost. I’m done feeling this darkness. I just want to ride my bike. I’m
Older now, 49,. And I don’t know what to do. But I think I want to ride across the country….. I guess I’m just thinking out loud. Someone tell me to do it. Or not.